NAVAR Lyrics

2006 4th Album Demos

1. Revolution Tonight!
2. (This Is Your) Final Warning
3. Ocean Blue
4. Wompatuck
5. Turn It All Around

Revolution Tonight! (B .Barry)

On my way to New York City
A woman held a sign said, "beware
sometimes people are looking for answers
sometimes the loss is more than we can possibly bear."
But I’m all jacked up for this last dance
One last chance for romance
perhaps we’ll take these dreams
and use them as maps

CHORUS

Revolution Tonight!
And for the rest of your life
Momma’s angels inside
Lock the tears in your eyes, tonight
and for the rest of your life
Imaginations we’ll mourn
We beat the worst of the strom
Walking all on our own
C ’mon, let’s fight
We don’t need a home to feel warm
Revolution Tonight!

I’ve rode the ocean tide and time
behind the Nazi German lines to find
the boy who still hides
his broken violin at his side
Whooooaa
Sometimes we’re not wanted
Sometimes we’re left behind
Don’t rush this
Wait for the boy from Night
He’ll cry

Awake on the footsteps of Parris Island
No distance between the universe and me
Let down by the sky as it opened up all black
From Buffalo to Oklahoma City

Please rush this
We Gotta rush this tonight
The fire burns so bright

CHORUS
...and for the rest of your life

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(This Is Your) Final Warning (B.Barry)

Remember when we were young,
when Hank dug his thumb in our faces
then sit next to you at Sunday School?
What made that teacher hate us?
And it always rained on Sunday
And Dad always got so mad
And we dreamed up a bomb
as big as Hank’s head and thought wow, won’t that be wild?

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I was born on the side of a hill
Hanging upside down by a limb
That morning the sun didn’t rise,
and the rooster didn’t crow
mama just said I got miles to go.

CHORUS (Only 1/2 first time through)

Hello
to the road, to my soul, to you
and what would you kill for?
For love, For Faith, For Food
To Believe, to be cool
The truth
I do

Hello
my friends, here comes the end
and what would you die for?
For peace, For fun, For relief
for the wonderful grief
this is a final warning

My man wore a bowtie and smiled,
he taught me pain and all the formulas
We lost our minds and our fear for that crazy career
then it rained and rained and rained
And the books just seemed to melt
and it was all less than satisfactory
Why’d you let yourself go-- Your hair is so long
But I learned enough to work for the bomb factory

CHORUS

We met in the bomb factory break-room
we had some cake for Alvin
The engineers smoked and grumbled
the rain the rain, and it was only just eleven
Alvin dropped his glass, looked up and cried
Where in the hell is Levon?
The New York Times says we’re Israel’s only friend
"Careful, We’ll burn the hands of God!"

CHORUS

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Ocean Blue (B.Barry)

Here’s to heaven
the things we look forward to
Here’s to where ever we are
we can drown, it’s up to you

Here’s to going down
Maybe you will hold my hand
Here’s to your salty lips
we built a dragon in the sand

PRE CHORUS
It rolls on and on and on

CHORUS

On the shore we'll wait forever
Watch the sun stir something new
Here's to hoping we feel better
Here's to you Ocean Blue

Here’s to heaven
the things we look forward to
Here’s to lonely dark nights
warm hands and different views

Here’s to small towns
the places that we come from
Here’s to throwing the chair through the window
and never being close to done

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CHORUS

BRIDGE

I’m a criminal. I’ve wasted all this time.
I’ve been swimming in this toxic jellyfish tide.
Was it a poet who said "the bullet bites the blame"?
I think it was a policeman but I forgot his name
Hang the jury in their fancy leather chairs
Hang the judge! Set fire to his hair!
Please forgive me. I’ll try to move on
‘build a red-eye fortress and drink until dawn.

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Wompatuck (P.Barry)

Welcome aboard this sinking ship
Mississippi's got the skipper wrapped up in her grip
Awww, who's next?

CHORUS

Stay awake until tommorrow
When Wompatuck is gone
'Cause that's when it's all over

Of course the Lindy's broken down
And we ain't got a pot to piss in
So quick to say they don't believe
And everybody's jumpin ship

You say you're strong
But still I kinda feel like one straw and then you're gonna leave us
I think he's really gonna leave us

CHORUS

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Turn It All Around (P.Barry)

I don't know about you, but I can't
Remember where all the days went
I'm sick and I'm tired of knowing I'd be farther
Ahead if I'd only stayed with it

But it's never too late

CHORUS

We can take this time to re-marry a new year
Forget about all the ways the last one went wrong
Regrets and sour grapes all drown in our wake
This is our chance to turn it all around

Sure we've make a million tears
More from pain than from laughter
But the sadness makes the sugar so sweet

Still we feel the need to take stock of all our dreams
And only taste the bitter catastrophes

Did you make it count? Make it last?
All the questions that you ask yourself
When you reflect honestly

I'll tell you a secret that's
If you can hear me
You're breathing and that's all you need

'Cause it's never too late

CHORUS
I know you're feeling overwhelmed
Just take my hand and believe
Every gasp, every step, every word Is another chance to redeem
CHORUS

OUTRO

I don't wanna sit here and watch my life pass me by
I don't wanna sleep walk through all my years
I don't wanna wonder all that I could have been
This is a swan song for all that regret

All I wanna do is turn it all around

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Coming For You (P.Barry)

Here we go
You promised gold
For just an ounce of hope
And sweat and splashing greed
Like that’s all you need

Calming tones
Sincerely soaked
‘been feeling like I can’t believe that this scene is the one that I need
And they’re all with me

Because I’m feeling withdrawn from all the gloss that you’ve grown
And spread all over this town to bait them
Now I’m walking alone with a spring in my step
The wind in my sails, the sun at my back

And yes I’m taking you on with your reality shows
You’re cocaine nose and all those hearts that you broke
I’m coming for you

And so it goes
Your feeling owed
For all bestowed and opportunity
Wasted on me

But all I see are piles of receipts
And not a second of time off the clock
Or the friendship you promised me
And now I’m finally free

Chorus

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American Romantic (B. Barry)

Waiting
A slice of moonlight dim in a hazy July
Just the crackle of wet wicks that will no longer burn

Dusting
Wadding old clothes in heaps for good will
My old blue raincoat was famous you know

Out of the cradle
Endlessly rocking
Magically moving over the rooftops
Out of the ninth month midnight
My tragic love, I’m carelessly coming clean

Haunting
The big-mouthed beauty picked gravel out of his knees
Then he pounded the keys and we swooned before lyrical Gods

Breathing
There’s nothing else, it’s all that I am
I’m desperately pleading, this blonde boy is weeping
Together we’re drowning now into the black night
I’m certain that he came…

Chorus

A tender alley man looking up at the sky
Asked “son do you wanna get high?”
I saw his white beard twitch and maybe a grin as I replied
Is there anything else?
He said,

Chorus

Sing it one more time boys
The one about the snapshot of the Milky Way
Tonight we only need memories

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Raining (P. Barry)

Breathing in slowly
Taking her time
She’s feeling the progress
Watching his eyes

A jump-start to courage
The drink makes her loose
She’s making her move

If only it were raining
Then this could be a movie
Inspiring everybody
With a happy ending

His palms are reacting
To the heat of the mood
He notices her beauty
Overflowing the view

Now everywhere’s sweating
His throat is thread thin
She’s coming towards him

Chorus

Closer….maybe soul mates

Chorus

And now they’re getting closer
They’re feeling something stronger
It’s bigger than their footsteps

True love around the corner?

And this is it…

Wow an XO t-shirt, I love Elliott too
What a genuine voice for our generation to lose
Yeah, well it’s not mine
Somebody left it at my house
I’m more of a Buckley fan
His timbre consistently haunts me

Well it’s nice to meet you
I guess I’ll see you around

Chorus

But this isn’t a movie
There’s no happy ending
Tomorrow they’ll be alone
Wondering where they went wrong

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Make it to Forever (P. Barry)

The penthouse suite of my heart is vacant
And the pipes are beginning to freeze from just a day without you

How can we outlast the cold if we can’t make it through the winter?
How can we outrun the streetlights if your hands aren’t tight together?
Rubbing circles on your palms
Locking smiles and tandem laughter
How can we make it to forever if we don’t make it to forever?

The songs that you gave me, in constant rotation
In my head and my bones, the stereo is growing tired of heartache
And my cracking voice singing and shaking
Every inch of this place reminds me of you

Chorus

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Everywhere With Me (P.Barry)

Keeping everything my own
Then I walked into her world
Stupid nerves I’m slamming my hand in the trunk

And bruising fingernails
Everywhere it swells
I mark it so I cannot forget her

She don’t wanna be like all the rest
She doesn’t wanna rip my heart from flesh
She says she wants to keep it in my chest
Pumping warmly from her kiss

And I don’t wanna be like all the rest
I don’t wanna make her life a mess
I just wanna be the one
I think I’m falling for her
She’s going everywhere with me

Since when did I need reasons why
I’m going out of my own mind
Pleasure waiting clock is ticking…slowly…STOP

I can’t take it anymore and I cannot let her go
I don’t care if I endure fate like before

Chorus

I just wanna be the one she needs
Falling for her falling for me

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Touch of Class (B.Barry)

When Bobby was young, man he could run
Up the hills picking sticks
He said it was fun and it gave him balance

The football man came to the house saying
Come play for us boy, don’t be a louse
Man I’m no mouse! I gotta get a job and give my family a chance

Slow down, slow down
There’s more to life, just look around
Lay down in the grass and stare at the clouds
Take it from me
I’m the gifted counsel to the crown

The boss had a big forehead
They said he was a righteous dude
But not right now was all he said when Bobby told him
Man I aint got no money for food

The boss said, “Look out there in the warehouse son,
The boiler pump needs some fixin”
Bobby said, “Naw man, I’ll run
I’d rather get a steel bill and pick shit with the chickens!”

Ginger was a rich girl
Wore the Star of David around her neck
Had a summer home at the lake
She sat on deck
Bobby drove a cigarette boat called the ‘touch of class’

Is that yours? She asked
No, I’m just the driver, would you like a ride?
Ginger was in love; mother asked, “Where’s your pride?”
Well he looks good in a t-shirt and man can he dance!

Chorus

Bobby went and sold his car, his house and everything underneath
He got a real estate license, a diamond ring and a small piece of gold between his teeth

Ginger thought it was a fitting contrast, the dead hand of the past
He said it was a touch of class
And she said wow, this all seems so fast

Well they buried proud heritage and moved to Florida
Where Bobby hustled and took advantage
Where he could, he would ‘til Ginger said we’re having a baby

It was a boy and he could run too
Just like the old man, but with a limited view
Bobby said “we’re gonna make quite a team little lady”

Chorus

The boy was even faster than his pop
He grew up and flourished, man he never stopped

Girls and money, a motorcycle that hopped
Jealous men called for a bow

An accident, and ambulance on the scene
And with one rainy night came to the end of the team
Bobby fell to his knees and said
“Where is your God now?!?”

Bobby and Ginger cried for years
The warm sun of Spain couldn’t dry their tears
And they became 200 times removed from faith

Bobby kept on running till his legs got stiff
Old age crept in and Ginger took a trip
To the hospital where she cried
“My man is losing the race”

She took care of Bobby when he became unaware of reality
And he’d look out the window and stare and shout
“Oh where’s my boy?!?”

He said there’s and alligator on two legs
Change my sheets baby, give me some class
Ginger said, “Golden years?  Golden my ass?”

Don’t slow down, don’t ever slow down!
It would be a shame to die with a frown
Run to that light Bobby
We were wrong and maybe you were right
It’s gotta be better on the other side of town

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Keep it to Yourself (P.Barry)

You’re telling and you’re feeling relief
Keep it to yourself
She’s burdened now and man that’s freezing
Keep it to yourself

She’s crying all alone in her bed
Trembling from the words that you said
Keep it to yourself

Take the pain
And keep it to yourself

Come on
You shoulda just shut your mouth

And felt it every time that she smiled
But now she’s crying all alone in her bed
Yearning all the warmth that she had

Keep it to yourself

All the things that she was doing wrong
They all drop

She is feeling no loss
She keeps it to herself

Chorus

And when she’s feeling like forgiving
I hope she...
I hope she keeps it to herself!

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Smile (P.Barry)

I’m spelling funny words in a ridiculous way
Your laugh is growing strong with the scenes that I make

I’m coughing from the smoke but promise I’m ok
I’m feeling more at home with every breath that I take

Then I watch the world react to your style
All the waters part
All the mountains slide

To catch a glimpse of you
Under a painted sky
Elegantly fine
It was your smile that saved me

Feeling all alone and I can’t comprehend
The path is overgrown and I’ve lost all my friends
Feeling low, feeling oh so low

Then I watch
The world react to your style
All the mountains pile
All the rivers wild

To catch a glimpse of you
Under a painted sky
Elegantly fine
It was your smile that saved me

Come on, I cannot comprehend
Your feeling so undone falling from my head
I cannot wait, I cannot waste again
One more sans you

And I watch the world react to your style
All the mountains crumble
All the waters dry

From catching glimpses of you
Under a painted sky
Underneath your fire
It was your smile

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Please God Change (P.Barry)

Years ago I met you from afar
You had a toxic glow
And I can still remember

The sounds you made
And the warm embrace
That you gave the stage

I was fifty rows away
Looking on, wondering how
I could be there too

And now you’re my friend
I see you all the time
We talk about this life
And I don’t wanna find you dead on the floor
Please God change!

Tales of loss have plagued you everyday
Suffocating thoughts

I don’t dare pretend to know a thing
About your constant pain
The hunger in your veins
The mushroom cloud of blood that

Tucks you in to a warmer place
One that you’ll regret but only after tasting
Total peace, feeling always missed
One that closes your eyes

Maybe for the last time

And now you’re my friend
I see you all the time
We talk about this life
And I don’t wanna find you dead on the floor
Please God change!

There’s nothing I can do
To make you feel the truth
Of all you stand to lose
If you decay to use
Oh please God change!

Chorus

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With Him (P. Barry)

Falling further from the start
I cannot break your heart
Cause I’m still here and you moved far away

Driving vans, impressing friends
Who profit religion
That’s so not you and that was not OK

When you were young
And so in love with me carelessly

I can see it now, you’re bored behind your eyes
The life that’s in your blood
Is not the life you’ll find with him

Failing to remain in place
That time I went away
You could not deal, you sought a better way

Finding lust in my old friends
And love in older men
You changed for worse
You changed in everyway

From when you were young
And so in love with me carelessly

Chorus

There’s burning passions waiting
For you to embrace them and I can bet
With me you might but I know you won’t with him

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Dreams (M. Yudichak)

Nights and days
Days and days
Don’t let the time of your life slip away
Just hold on to moments and don’t let them fade

Mornings are glimmering
Sunlight is blistering
Why does it feel as though this is a dream?

Evenings are suffering
Sitting and muttering
The dreams that I’m dreaming are larger than me

Nights and days
Days and days
Can you feel the time slipping away?

Mornings are glimmering
Sunlight is blistering
Why does it feel as though this is a dream?

Evenings are suffering
Sitting and muttering
The dreams that I’m dreaming are larger than me

Nighttime is thundering
With all that uttering
The dark side of you is the light side of me

Walking and wandering
Seeing what should be seen
Wishing the feeling of ending this scene

Day after day is clear
Night comes at this time of your
When you can feel the moon tugging your strings

She is the brightest thing
On the dark side of things
But you can’t hear her
When she tries to sing

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Feeling all alone in this world so full
Falling so slow in a room that moves
At rates so fast I can’t catch my breath
Can’t clear my thoughts to delay the end

It’s time I believe
That it’s all in my head
Cause I’d die to be
All you need me to be

Losing all I’ve known, out of reach of you
Haunted by thoughts of a man who still
Can’t find love and can’t find friends
Can’t find peace in this desperate mess

Chorus

If only everything would never change
If only everything was the same

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Rock Bottom  <----Click for a FREE sample!

Calmly, asking how it all when down
‘Till holes began to erode all you
Explain until there’s nothing that’s left

Simply asking what your thinking
Turns to a violent mind game
You dominate and I can never win

Yeah you say you’ve changed
All I see remains the same
When will all the pieces of our lives
Withstand the pressures in my head?

Hey there, psycho it’s been a while
Since you sat still. I’m appalled by
Your ridicule, you made me fall apart

When I engage
Your trapping gaze
Will you feel the same?
You’ll run….we’ll fade

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I’ve read the letters that you sent, again and again
You were oh so sweet back then
But that’s a little memory in my head
I just wait to forget
All the gorgeous things that you said
And the things that you did

I try to figure it out on my own
I try to understand why I’m all alone

I walk around this town in awe
Holding time by the hand
I search for answers with none to be found
Only shoes full of sand

I lie away awake in this empty room
With darkness and pain
I lie away in this burnt out room
Begging for someone to blame

Chorus

As the months pass by I grow
Even stronger than before
But I can’t quite shake these thoughts
Cause my feet are stuck to this floor

I’d buy a ticket for a train just to take me away
I'd buy a ticket for a dream just to hear you say

Chorus

You left without a reason why
You left without ever saying goodbye

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One fell swoop and I’m involved again
Stretching past my flaws
You came to me to fix your life
You came with nothing at all

You’re all alone
You say I’m your window
The door is closed and you pray
I’ll come through, I will save….you

I only hope that I’ll save you

Once we fall, there’s no turning back
Risks like breathes we need to take
Seize my words with so much caution
I might be the one to break

Chorus

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On Again  <----Click for a FREE sample!

It’s crazy how a fear can turn to thought
A thought turn to a fact
And that’s let loose on you
My history can disassemble images of you
And turn them into something I once knew

Then things go wrong and then we’re on the mend
The sky will fall and then it’s on again
At times I feel that we aren’t even friends
Then love explodes all over again
Can we make it right? Can we understand?
That it’s worth the fight or should we push to the end
I know my side, it’s yours I dread

It’s crazy how a dash of tears reacts
When it erupts from those lost facts
That you never knew consumed
My devastating, contemplating masquerading underrated
Strung out view of you

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So warm and smooth
These fears remain
I feel the lust
Pour through my veins

I wake today never believing
Seams I've made would fray
Come over to me and say
Everything can't change
Everything's the same

With you
Swarmed and soothed
We flow within
This worn out room

Quick now, come right back to me
And say that this is not a dream
Your vibe more gorgeous than before

Plywood and hand made quilts believe
That this is more than vacancy
Your eyes swallow all I know

Chorus

You fill all I know
Haunting even though
I cannot let go

Chorus
 

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Headcase  <----Click for a FREE sample!

Questions drift into my head
Pondering everything that's said
Is this pity pushing shame?
Or is the an attempt to recover all that's sane
Blue green worlds grip a man this way
My greatest fear is this all will stay
Helping hands nudge me to the edge
If you ask if I'm all right one more time I'll flex and react

I'm trapped inside my own head

I used to look into their eyes
While walking by
But now my paranoia grins
Will they see the angst within?

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WAIT NOW! Sunrise?
I'll be all right!!!

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He drifts on
Towards the harsh winter wind
And a constant hail of snowfall

Pale cold skin
The kind that aches all within
Covers all that life’s given him

This kid can’t be touched
By the leagues of fools
That preach their condescending heap

Of judging tones
And a guild they call their own
His dreams of paradise exceed

Still, his hands shake
Until he takes a drink
A disease that has plagued his blood for years

But on this day
He fights history
With a jones for a tropical release

So on this roadside quest
In the midst of a squall
His mind is warm sunny themes

Cause there he walks along
A cerebral beach
And the waves crash softly in the breeze

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Seconds Ticking
Endlessly I
Can…not…stop…this
Desperately I beg for some more time

It falls on me, a crying shame
You’ve got to feel the burn, as fire sings
Demon free…a dying breed

You must have known that
I would miss the
Signs…trans-form-ing
If only I could sink impending deeds

Can’t you see this
Haunt you’re calling
Is re…lent…less
Who will save us when the whole world bleeds?

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Wake up my love
So I can feel your eyes on me
Say something sweet
Refresh me with your melody
That precious smile
Warms me until eternity
The longest mile
Could not disrupt my harmony

So listen in
As you gently lay
Subconsciously
Obey….
This I say

Wake up my love
So I can feel your eyes on me
Say something sweet
Refresh me with your melody
That precious smile
Warms me until eternity
The longest mile
Could not disrupt my perfect harmony

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Her eyes tell me everything
And the silence speaks of all the
Pain that she’s feeling

She turns her back and walks away
And from now on all my thoughts are
Sent her way

She feels more
More of what she hates
Tell my why she smiles when she cries
To put it all away, to hide it from my face

If only I could do anything
To let her understand the helplessness
That I’m feeling
She’d know how much she means to me
She’d know all my love is for only her

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Lately I’m feeling like I am
Wasting all my time on you
Sadly I think you feel the same
I made this mess of confusion
From wanting all I couldn’t have
When I was still with you

Suddenly I’m overcome with hope
That I can make everything alright

No, its just day dreams of good times
That we will not ever have
All that we’ve done is all we’ll be
I’ll take back all my wants
So I can finally quit on you
And you can learn a life without me

Suddenly I’m overcome with hope
That I can make everything alright

All that I’ve made feels so far away
You stay unphased by me
All that I remain falls along the way
You stay unphased by me

And you move on in ways that
I can only explain to you
And you let go in ways I hate
So I’ll take back all my dreams of
Happiness with you around
Then you can feel the silence I leave

I’m feeling lonely
I can shake the thoughts that own me
All that I’ve made
Feels so far away

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Once I waited for a call to end
Drenched in all the hope I held within
Still I feel like I’m involved with sin
And it’s only days ‘till I am dead

Please tell me that there’s more time

Once I pleaded for what’s good enough
Shoved by all that I’d been dreaming of
Still I feel like I’m engulfed with sin
And it’s only hours ‘till I am dead

One, two, three, four and I’m out the door
Fate removes the hope of what’s in store oh

What more can I find to flee the stale regret
She drifts and smirks and bends my fate that’s limp in her hand
And I feel as strong as walls of sand
Cause it’s one heartbeat ‘till I am dead

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A tired leaf falls to the ground
Losing all that it has known
Why do I feel the same?

I’ve lost my voice I’ve lost my breath
I’ve found a reason to regret
A thought so devastating

Stay here with me
You are all I need
I feel the life you breathe
Stay with Me

As soon as things slow down they fold
Leaving my soul feeling cold
Why should I be careful now?

‘Cause if I’ve only learned one thing
It’s to keep my dreams so big
That they live on when I’m gone

If only you could…

Chorus

Gone so far
I feel it fast
Memories beg
To make it last

Chorus

I feel the life that’s leaving me
Stay with me

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Whispering winds call for change
Regardless of whether or not I am feeling the
Pain that lies within
Distinction from all that is normal
I can't comprehend again

I rip through life with cold blooded fury
Regaining fight through strife
And awkward exchanges and
I will find the truth
I will taste a life that moves you

Darkness falls all around
Consuming the heroes that luminate,
Now all the sound that warms the room
A silence as stable as 4,000 memories of love and you

Chorus

My head hangs in shame
Fumbling through words that inadequately
Tell my story of plans changed
In time I developed an alternate path that
Turns pain to fame

Chorus

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Sew these needs to this jacket and
Make me think of you
Make believe that it's all right
So I can see this through
Just another
Mistake
That I made with you
Just another
Lonely state
That I've walked right into
But it feels all right
It feels.....Take away...my needs
Take away all my needs
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Undo things that I've not seen
For I will never know
Ring out all your discontent
But never aid its flow
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Virgin Life(P.Barry)
How can you know the shape of clouds
When you live underground
Remembering everything
You still want me around
You say to stay
And when in shame I fled
You begged
And you pretend
To lose all mistakes I've made
Please forgive me for I know it's not right
But it's only my first try at this life
This air soaks all my skin
And leaves me mesmerized
How can you let life go
And drown in all the lies
You say that love remains
And when in hate I cry
You turn around and still save
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Headcase(P.Barry)
Questions drift into my head
Pondering everything that's said
Is this pity pushing shame?
Or is the an attempt to recover all that's sane
Blue green worlds grip a man this way
My greatest fear is this all will stay
Helping hands nudge me to the edge
If you ask if I'm all right one more time I'll flex and react
I'm trapped inside my own head
I used to look into their eyes
While walking by
But now my paranoia grins
Will they see the angst within?Chorusx2
WAIT NOW! Sunrise?
I'll be all right!!!

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Change Me(P.Barry)
The thirst for happiness means so much to me
I only want what's out of reach
When will all passion make it through the victory
So I can let someone be a part of me
Turn around or lose your chance
To be the one to change me
The path from loneliness brings such harmony
I hum with emptiness and mystery
When will all the love ever sustain
So I can say I feel the same
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Heroin(P.Barry)
I feel your pain
Slide in my vein
The less I live
The more you give
You are my eyes
How do you feel about that?
I still can't see
How do you feel about that?
When will I realize that I cannot let you win?
When will I realize that you are my heroin?
I can't eat, I can't sleep
Crushing any chance to dream
With no relief from what kills meChorusx2

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Deadly Mistake(P.Barry)
I'm so upset with myself
All my thoughts thrown away
Abandoned everything we've felt
Let sadness choose the path you take
This is not good
What have I done?
I've questioned all your words
That's not enough
I should have made you walk away
When I still had things to say
I should have made you contemplate
To yield this mistake
Now what you just don't get
Is that I've been there too
She's says everything left dead
But the pain you've felt is the pain she gave to you
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Can't Let Go(P.Barry)
Two years ago you left without a good-bye
Even though I know it's wrong you could at least have lied
And said that the love that I shared was too much for you to bear
I cannot let this go
You will never live this down
And I lit all that's left inside my mind
Two years ago you stayed with no change
Even though I know it's wrong you could at least have made
An attempt to change
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Twisted(P.Barry)
Behind the frivolous your callous thoughts are displayed
I've fooled them too in my own way
Illusions of a better place make this uncomfortable
I'll open up some day and hear you say
I cannot handle this
Your twisted, jaded mind
So scared of what I might find!
Perception is the key to getting anything you want
Deception only keeps it there to stay
It's not my fault when things go wrong and I'm misunderstood
If you could look inside my life you'd say
I cannot handle this
Your twisted, jaded mind
So scared of what I might find!
Those scars so prominent and oh so intertwined
So bad I cover my eyes!
The crying only comes at volumes loud enough to hear
For guilty parties no matter how far
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Awakened by the light of a lunar blazing grin
My body closes shut from the emptiness within
A wrapping windowpane thrills my gazing dormant prize
Understanding you will bring such a sweet surprise
I know I've been abused
I know this time I can't lose
Here you are in light, a sight that shakes my bones
No longer do I fear a life lived all alone
Simple minds show times of a differential life
Daggered fingertips push through what's known as right
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Every day I wondered if I'd make it through alone
And then you came to prove your love was strong
I'm so strong.... with you

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Unforgettable(P.Barry)
I know I shouldn't care anymore
All these years mend what's been torn
I think that I've forgotten what it's like to know your touch
And I think I've forgotten much too much
'Cause it's been so long
Fate...awaits...
I know I couldn't dare ignore
Melodies of ones adored
I think that I am haunted by the thoughts you left with me
And I think I've forgotten all misery
'Cause it's been so long
Fate...awaits..............

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Meant to Be(P.Barry)
You don't know just how I feel
There's no way you'd act this way
Twisted up in all that's wrong
There's no way you'd walk away
And it's changing me
It's not how it's supposed to be
I question everything that my soul is telling me
I cannot give you back all the pain you've given me
And I cannot understand the way you feel when you won't talk to me
And it's just killing me to think that you would risk that this is meant tobe
Tomorrow won't leave me alone
Telling me of what's to come
Laughing at all of my lost thoughts
And all that's left undone
And it's changing me
It's not how it's supposed to be
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It's been so long since I've felt this look from you to me
Here you are now with drips of regret... your apology
I think about all that I've said
And all the things that you've done
I'm sorry for your mistake
But it's not my fault you run
I question every thing you say
I cannot take you back this way
It's over now
Like the day you made me say
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Omen(P.Barry)
We hold our breaths
Under our plans
You cannot stand
The wondrous glance
And once again we're plagued
By our own strengths and chains
We will defend
This our omen
We break kings
To show our place
In life and space
Knee deep in hate
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Keep these things
Locked somewhere safe
Cloud your mind and think
Only insane
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